So… in redoing the blog here at LSAM, I’ve been rereading a ton of old posts and comments. And on this post there is the following comment from Lily that has been radiating in my mind for the last few days.
Step 1: Get a girlfriend.
Step 2: Acquire a strap-on.
Step 3: Get her to give you a blow job.
Speaking from personal experience? TOTALLY WORTH IT. You might not have a lot of nerve endings in your “cock,” but you have a hell of a lot between your ears.
It’s been constantly on my mind, all of it, steps one through three. And I’m strategizing how to accomplish them. I guess, first, should be to notify M. hehe. Well, I’m pretty certain that he knows now, me putting it all out there like that on LSAM.
But really, how do I even go about getting a girlfriend? I’m thinking of browsing AFF, afterall browsing never hurt anyone right?
*sigh* A girlfriend. What a novel idea. I picture taking her out to dinner, wooing her. I can feel her hair running through my fingers, the softness of her lips on mine, her skin beneath my hands. I imagine first kisses and butterflies, hesitant touches and small gasps of surprise and pleasure.
And then the strap on… I’ve been infatuated with the feeldoe, or perhaps the Share even more, since the first time I’ve seen one.
I picture her on her knees before me, looking up through shy lashes as her lips wrap around my “cock.” I imagine my hand coming to rest on her cheek, my fingers wrapping around under her hair line, looking down at her with love and desire in my eyes. I want to know what it feels like to thrust into her mouth, watching her suck my “cock.”
God, it gets me wet just thinking about it.
I want her spread before me, her slit wet with want. I want to bury my tongue in her, tasting her salty sweetness, feel her softness close around my fingers. I want to make her juices flow and swallow down every drop.
I can see her beneath me, eyes closed, her teeth working on her lower lip as I thrust into her, fucking her. I feel her ass pressed against me as I take her from behind, wrapping my arm around her waist to fondle her breasts, then manipulate her clit. I imagine watching her cum, her body’s spasms spreading through my own as we cum together.
Fuck. I want a girlfriend.